Studying is good. There’s nothing to question about that. It’s learning. It’s fun.
I’ve been studying, as far as I could count, for more than 15 years now counting back from primary school grader up until now, in medical school, a post graduate degree. A lot of people, whether close friends and not, keep on asking me how does it feels being a student for a long time. I only said, in a humorous way, “it’s like the saying that goes, once you pop, you can never stop
“. Isn’t it? Maybe this only applies just for me, once a student, always a student
!However, sometimes, that statement being threw and asked to me has caused me to think more often, especially when medical school burdens me with a lot of books and other stuffs to do, of where am I would be if I didn’t enter the medical school. Yeah, really, where do you think would I be if after college, finished a Bachelors Degree in Biology, I chose to look for a job rather studying?
Looking at a couple of classmates from college now, they all has their own free-will to whatever they would want to do and go where ever they feel awesome getaways to drop off. They’re also busy filing for some government pertinent papers. Do you think an ordinary student like me is having a T.I.N. now? I haven’t tried even a free tax filing nor holding a tax filing form. I don’t even understand much about file tax extension. The government has nothing earned goodies from me yet. I only spent bucks from my parents for sending me to school.
Oh well, I just want to blubber here since I know, only my blogs could absorb freely what I am feeling and thinking in random.
Don’t worry, I still enjoy studying. It’s indeed fun and worry-free from anxious employers! LOL!
I loved to dance. But since I enroll in a medical school, I never had enough time to get involved in dance groups performing hip hop dances or even contacting hip hop booking agency for me to perform.
Just this very moment when I was about to start studying for our semi-final examination tomorrow, I heard from our neighbor one old hip hop song which we performed before. I forgot its title but the music really driving my body to get grooving.
Nowadays, I could only seldom hear hip hop music because most of being played even online are love and relationship related songs. Though holidays are coming, still love songs are mostly played. I do not know why. Or maybe, just most of the people are in love? Is it?
Well, it’s true. I miss those hip hop music which we usually dance. I am even missing my being a teenager, a stubborn high school student. Even those overnight practices in the school gymnasium and off course, not to forget, those puppy love memories. Haha.
I miss being a hip hop dancer.
I was asked by a friend, From whom you learn how to play casino?.
I just nodded. I didn’t say any. But, she insisted that I might had it from my mum. I told her, sarcastically, Excuse me?.
Then she just smiled. Oh yeah, my mum knows how to play casino specifically slots, coz that’s the only casino she wants to play to but not the online blackjack. I even added that my mum is such a very responsible gambler, tellin’ you, and even I coz most of the things I used to play online are free online gambling sites.My eye brows kind’a wrinkled when she asked that. Is she blaming my mum that I am used to play casino then? Oh Em Gee! In the first place, it’s not my mum who taught me. I just found it cool to play and a kind of anti-depressant to me. I actually burst all my depressions usually by playing casino online. And now she’s asking for tips on how to play it. I told her directly to better find it for herself.
Any way, you might be wondering why am I just using free gambling sites? Off course, I am not a certified player yet. I mean, I am not a master player of blackjack or any casino games yet so better think of losing nothing for an on and off player like me. That is why, I would rather choose free sites to play at. So whether I’ll lose or win, there’s nothing that I actually am losing then.
You want to play any casino online? DM me. I’ll tell you the best online casino games sites. Let’s play together.
So this is kind’a conflict of wants between I and M.
With our present status that I am still studying and he’s far working in the government, he thought of having other things for us to have something to save, financially, for any future preparations. I asked him what would it be, then he undoubtedly uttered business – having our own business. Honestly, I never ever thought of considering businesses in my entire life. So I told him, I don’t like it. One thing I am thinking of business is the rat-race-like characteristic that even it’s own family is of no considerations. Aside from that, it’s so time and effort stealer which I really don’t like.
But M insisted. He really wants something to manage. Thence, I favored him. And this is our problem now: to what would be our business to have. As he said, he has been thinking of security businesses that are US based – manufacturing in Mexico. Upon hearing it, my eyes glared and even heightened my tension and reacted, are you really sure? He was just actually joking at me coz he observed I was really serious when talking things like businesses. Phew!
Up until now, when we always bump to things like these, we ended up laughing coz we both have different thoughts that would never meet in terms of businesses. But for now, I am already considering things which he let me realized for us to have especially for our future, and that is really to have business aside from our different careers. That is just still to consider, for me coz what I am really sure for now is the fact that business is what he wants which I don’t.
Comparing last weekend, this week seems to be busier. Just right after our class in clinical pathology last night, we had our dinner meeting for our PCM presentation this Tuesday. We ended around 9:00 last night. After which, I was still checking some videos and more information that we will be needing over the internet and I was able to sleep at around 2:00 this morning. Though I slept late, I was still unable to finish what I need to do since I was stocked on reading Planet Antares updates. I first read ’bout it just last week also. However, while stumbling with internet sites, I have also read about the Planet Antares Scam. I don’t exactly know if those were true or what. I have talked to one of my friends at that same time also who’s working as vending chat representative regarding the issue coz she was the one who has shared to me lots of information regarding the planet. But she was also surprised to know about the scam.
Oh well, aside from those early morning rest I had this day, I woke up at around 5:00 in the morning to prepare for our shooting and taping for the presentation. Actually, we haven’t decided yet what to present last night but good enough we have finally arranged things this morning. We went to Waterfront Hotel and Ayala shopping mall to shoot and take some photos. We’re almost done at around 1:00 PM.
After those academic drowning, we had our lunch and we then went home. Believe it or not, I just woke up at around 5:30 this afternoon. Whew! I was really tired. But my day isn’t done yet with that waking up after more than 3-hour sleep. Actually, that is still the beginning of new air to take in upon reaching of becoming a doctor.
Tired, as it is but good to know of help. Indeed a very busy weekend. More to come these days.
I had been suffering from high fever, colds, migraine and allergic rhinitis (not to mention my ethmoidal sinusitis) the past 4 consecutive days. In fact, I was able to be absent from my classes since last Monday afternoon and on Tuesday, the whole day. Just because I thought and wanted to get well the soonest, I double dosed all my medicines – anti-histamine, except for my migraine. And as a result, I slept the whole Monday afternoon, night and Tuesday whole day. If I wasn’t reminded by my classmate, I forgot I still have a more than 100-paged examination on Wednesday.Aside from that exam, I also forgot the school paper works to be done and also my online articles to be submitted. Whew! And here goes one of my cousins asking for a published article like those of the Article Alley but specifically on science of gene technology.
I got a lot of papers and pen tasks to do. But with those exams, and being sick,
I don’t know if I could still make all my assignments done on time. It’s definitely of not getting old enough to forget those work but I was just literally sick.